first censorship

i decided to make this more public then i intended to at first. as a consequence i took down a few posts. will have to think about them and me and all that before i decided if i put them up again or leave them down.
afterall sometimes you realise after thinkign about things for a longer time that what you said is not what you wanted to say. with making this blog more public i think these weird ideas and random comments do not belong here anymore.
on the other hand it is a form of censorship. also i believe you shoult stand up to what you say and think even if people decided do not liek you because of what you say. soemtimes they are right for disliking you sometimes they are jsut offended because you are insensitve and behave generaly in a rude way which makes them upset.
in a few cases feeligns get hurt. ill put it down as a learning expieriance and apply what ever i come up with as solution to thsi diellema to futur posts

well afterall you who read this have known me for quite a while and should understand me. oh and i am working on a health&safety warning for my blogs and to go on a t shirt, to perhaps decrease the numbe rof people offended by what i say because I dont express clearly enough what i intend to say and for all of my typed content a excuse for the poor spelling...,]]]